POEMS

"The Call"

It started out as feeling,

which then turn to hope,

which then turn into a quiet thought,

which then turn into a quiet word, 

and then that word grow louder and louder

until it was a battle cry

I'll come back when you call me

no need to say goodbye,

I'll come back when it's over

no need to say goodbye......

                                -jan

"Missin"

I really don't know why 

some sort of feeling can kill my smile

Is this the magic of an indigo sky?

or the magic of a hope that will simple die?

I watch the most dramatic show

the show of loneliness that flow

happy people I saw come and go

but the show of loneliness 

for me will never ever go..

I don't know this kind of feeling

that touches my heart's loving

Is their something that's missing?

or it's just you without here sitting?....

                                        -jan

"Did you ever"?

Did you ever feel so glad?

an unusual feeling once I had

It makes me smile when sad

and turn good days when they turn bad

Did you ever feel so much care?

though life's seems so unfair

Comfort from a lovely hands care

who're ready to love and swear 

or Did you ever feel much love?

your inspiration and strength to have

for me, now I guess I have a lovely girl

to care and for me to love........

                                       -jan

"Dream"

I close my eyes and had a sleep

and had a dream that once so deep

beside a lady I feel and sit

then my heart starts to beat

In that time I feel much care

away from life's sorrows and despair

I don't know when or where

then my heart says, she's my pair

I look to her eyes and magical smile 

then I feel much comfort that lie

I took her hand and hold it twice

to say my love gently and disguise

then i close my eyes slowly and suddenly

this all become fallacy a dream once so lovely

I realized that it's never meant for me......

                                             -jan

"Forget Him"

Forget his name and face

Forget his kiss and warm embrace

Forget the things he used to say

remember now, he's gone away

Forget the time that went so far

Forget the smile that become sour

Forget the things he used to do

remember now, he loves her too

Forget the love that you once shared

Forget the fact that he once cared

Forget the way he said you would wait

Remember now, his love is hate

Forget him when they play your song

Forget you cried the whole night long

Forget he said he'll leave you never

remember now, he's gone forever.....

                                        -jan

"Mine"

I knew her once

her soft yet interesting glance

then I thought this is a chance

for my heart to light up and dance

the smile that captures me

a feeling that never touches me

this new hope I long to see

now I found from you and me

As each day shine,

your presence linger like wine

and I hope as time goes by

I can call you MINE........

                               -jan

"Miss A Kiss"

She's the only one I wish

the thing I'd rather choose to hug and kiss

so soft yet so much to miss

all my dream girl's love and kiss

and if I'm far away to see,

to talk, and give a words of glee.....

I want her to feel and clearly see

appreciate my warmest love to be

so I'm saying how hard to miss

all my dream girl's live in piece

I just want her to read a poem like this

so she'll find time to feel and miss 

my love and presence that will care her and kiss.......

                                                    -jan